Can't Stay Mad @ Yu

the love i have for you is worth more than everything on this earth, you can't put it's value into a million words. It's like a bird, let out of the nest to fly on it's own, and as soon as it finds someone, it's a new place it could call home. its amazing, how days i sit about you dazing, into random space i'm gazing, and i feel like everything keeps changing...one minute your on my mind, the next second i fight it, one day i'm fantasizing and the next minute i hide it. and love is something you do not want, and i understand, becuz right now my focus is not you as my man, i said right now, but dont think it never is, becuz i still have a vision of us sharing a nearly perfect kiss. nearly perfect beczuse there is no way it can be, not just the kiss, but you and me, but see, i dont believe that, anything is possible, i want to keep you in my heart and my passion is unstoppable. but love...maybe is not the right werd to use, but "like" isnt as powerful in my poem's use. not that i know i love you, yur right, how can we know, when the scent or touch of each other is something we cant show, at least physically, and quizically, you're the only one for me, somehow i back down to any other who talks to me. becuz right in your arms is where i want to be, but when you arent down to light my flame, it takes the hope out of me. it makes me feel ugly, unwanted, unappreciated, although i know i am not those things, but you keep stealing my heart with those lullaby's you sing. you think it's easy to talk to you? it's the hardest thing for me to grasp, i dont know how i do it every night, and this thing continues to last. like i'm sitting here thinking our our beginnings, and it brings tears to my eyes cuz i never truly expected you to be such a jerk of a guy, but i love it, and hug, and hold it so close, because the way you feel about me matters to me the most. and i know it may seem stupid, and i'm annoying you with this, but yu inspire me completely, even past the look of your lips. it's like when i see your face im all open and yet it crushes my soul, because I cant touch you and make my heart whole. but i was thinking and your rite, nothing matters but us talking and enjoying that time, but what will happen later, what will we find? i guess it means nothing right now, and i'm trying to deal with it all, but one day soon i want us to make this more special, too bad i cant see the future in a crystal ball. but life is a clock, and it never stops ticking, and it doesnt stop for us, so our attraction has to keep clicking, and it's the reason why i cant help but be honest in all that we do, and also the reason i never stay mad at you.