uPDAT3

some things in this world
never cease to amaze me
to hurt me
put me six feet under
then dirt me
certainly
it is you
who is so
incredible
incredibly
you dont know
but all you do is better me
but mentally
and technically
i am one whose
bent to leave
leave this world
with out a sleeve
to wipe tears on
eventually
because it's funny
how love
and money
can turn a world upside down
upside down
upside down
no wonder she always carries a frown
being denied the attention
of those that say they love her
because they are in favor
of her troubled brother
i did not say they choose sides
i did not say it two times
i did not insult to claim it
push me around
and then you pain it
just misguided
she is
but she has not
been saved by a kiss
nor a knight
because he doesnt want
her business
anymore
so here she sits
with less than zero as her score
and she's complaining
is that what this is?
and yet no one notices
she smiles
in public
but she thinks nothing of it
she laughs
to spare you
but you all cut her off
how dare you
she's special
and rare too
but no one see's her value
like canned food
how much difference she attempts
to make
from somethings so simple
but they rid the annoyance
off their face
and pop her like a pimple
have yu ever noticed her one dimple
knows of her two tattoos
did you know she sat in her house
and cried like she a damn fool
and part of the reason she thinks
she's dumb
is because she knows
she should be having fun
fortunate to live in a suburbs
and never in person has seen a gun
but from all people
she seems to run
because she knows where
they're coming from
they will judge her
she should become a nun
because what sane guy
would ever give her some
she acts this way
because of what you say
she just wants to keep seeing
the following day
and let you know she's there
in every way
but does not focus on herself
so no one stays
the pursuit of happiness
should be branded upon me
for that is something
which i've been longing
and find nearly no impact
in all of my blogging
but you'll find sumone else
to be singing and songing
so it will begin to rain
and through all mistakes
she will be filled tot he top
hear the gutters break
a type of feeling that she cant shake
send me through a spiral
of complete heart.ayeche