unable to be seen

lies the pain within

keeping my heart from you

feels like im living in sin

i want to be honest

but things are better left unsaid

i want to cut my brain open

just to show yu what's in my head

see my problem is

if it aint broken

then why the fuck wud it need a fix?

that wud make me seem like a silly rabbit

but trix are for kids

i want to be more like a playboy bunny

so my image keeps playing in your mind

and when you start to get excited

the thought of me makes you find

a place where you wanna be

and my face what you want to see

becuz im one of a kind

you could never replace me

ask yourself how many ppl

like asia have you met?

i'll wait for an answer

but "none" is the answer i'll get

cuz we have yet

to meet

but it's #1 on my wishlist

and sumwhere in the top five

is you sayin "aye come and get this"

and you as my witness

you really no i would

but it almost seems for me

that yu are no good

wish we could seriously speak

without confrontation

but i'm scared to tell you wassup

cuz i dont wanna ruin our relations

not a relationship

although that's what this is

just not a couple thing

but that would be the shit

but let me quit

before you get sick and tired

of all the stuff i spit

see the only progress ive made

is that no longer do yu look at me as a kidd

because im just as mature as you

and quit possibly we could be "two"

and again im goign to far

but i would for only you

get in a car and drive

just to see your face

play games with you

and lay down in your space

go out somewhere

wanna call it a date?

but everything i want

is so out the gate

yu think its impossible

but i wanna convince you that its not

but you dont try

so it leaves me to hold in a lot

when all i want is you

but you dont want me too

but you say you care about me

at times i wonder if its true

but i know you do

or else you wudnt call me right?

but it takes all my dognity to beg you to skype

but i appreciate what i have

and i never ever want to make you mad

because you are who i want to keep

not just be someone i had.