Ay3 lOck3t

sometimes i wish
i knew how itd be if i didnt exist
without it being true
do yu understand?
i wanna kno if i wasnt here if it
wud be hard for yu to be a man
and yu
and yu and yu
and even yu too
im wondering
but stillt he skies
are thundering
and my sense is blundering
but i dont want to leave
i can only imagine yu lady
without me as your baby
the decisions yu wud make
is the bay one yu wud take?
but imagine?..
i dont want to
but what would you do?
your missing a sister
but there wasnt one to begin with
but thats insane
tho i complain
i do appreciate
i steez
but hate
those of picasso paintings
masterpieces of art
but not of the artists heart
a different origin
i have to think again
then begin
i do most if not all of the seven sins
lusting for gentlemen
envious of counterpart
my side
but i dont want to hide
but wat if my life
was not one
wud we still have had so much fun
can yu call it that?
is it a fact
that our hearts were once in tact
to that i doubt
my heart has given out
but how cud it
if it wasnt there
wud yu admire my long hair
my eyes
my words
my body
my fire
wud yu feel it getting hott
imagine you touching my spot
but you couldnt
if there was no aye, yu wudnt
although now its a shouldnt
how disappointing
if my precipitating lips
could not linger on that attractive
thing in which your talking with
backtrack twice
you still wont get
the meaning in which i twist
but plz lets not forget
the continent's not hear
its an oceaned width
advice
wud it be offered tru?
and opinions
to help out of the blue
for yu
and yu and yu
and yu
so many you's
the laughter
and after some pain
a sense of feeling lame
would yu have someone to shame?
a difference
a need
to be a bag in which yu beat
an angel who is in fleet
but not i
for i am alive
and not a living angel
just a little gurl in her time
anticipating prime
but time
escapes my mind
then i remember what you told me
if only yu were my one and only
but no
and like he said
for this i am a hoe
for a different reason tho
and i love all the kindness
but your werds arent timeless
as i thought that wud be
from he and he and he
and he too
too many of you
but remember i am here
as much as yu wish
i wont disappear
but im glad to make my mark
although invisible
ive touched land a continent wide
even though all i have to offer
is somewhere locked inside.