9/10/09

lost in a meadow with butterflies, still trust in you though yu give me hives, a disease to my skin, wenever you touch me, or shud i say its a disease wenever yu speak. hearing your words, they caress my ears, reading your thoughts, they have dried my tears. now i drive myself insane, placing you witht he blame, gave up on my play time, im not trying to play a game, i just wanna lay there with yu, and i know it sounds lame, impossible too, but that's better than nothing, or me feeling blue. in your arms i should rest, such a warm embrace, feel my heart thru yur chest, its picking up pace. just love to talk to yu, dont know wat to do, im stuck in this bottle, but not my shape not a model, just want yu to feel, the way i am, want yu to like me, want yu to think "DAMN!". but not in a bad way, i way yu cant help, want yu to feel sparks wen yu think of me, truthfully inside yourself. dont want yu to do it cuz i said, dont want it to be in yur head, but in yur heart, not in your bed, but there i wish to reside, rite by yur side, your hands on my thighs, anticipation in your eyes, happiness for a while, a grin as your smile. mutual i hope is the feeling, the thought of you so appealing, so with that i can say, i think of yu everyday, you give me a rush, yes i know this is a crush, but hopefully you want it to, to call me your boo, maybe one day it can be, please release me.