2009 - boys =/

2009 was really sumthing
a year caught up in mini flings
really it was just a few
aye in search to pleasure
cuz @ the end of 2008
she talked ot sumone oh so great
but she recieved plenty hate
n he was gone before they cud participate
then there was drake
d-r-a-k-e the king
best friend of mine for a year
we became so close int he spring
always jokin cuz i was on his jock
he walks with pride
plenty girls on his cock
so his interest in me came as a shock
why not
how can i not take it
thinkin that he cud fake it
textin weet nothings to my phone
wishing i cud be with him upon his throne
but aftyer an incident our ties were cut
and i was way back in my rut
then a nivce vacation came
and i found a new friend in exchange
not that either can be replaced
but richie is a brand new face
taking me to all new heights
no false flirtation behind useless fights
we argue for wat we think
cuz i care and take the time to blink
look at him with a different eye
a good and proper boy who dont get high
but he like to make me fly
my superman
one day he'll take me into the sky
but it wasnt alwasy this way
he thot i was too yung back in the day
so our friendship took a break
a breather and soon i re-found drake
after scattered convos twittering
and messages to reveal a fling
then came a few nights yu see
we talked and i went live for free
took frustration before it cud be
that he claimed that he loved me
i had never felt so weird
a feeling so unique
to be in love but confused
and have no peak
he told me he needed me
to listen to care
but we never had a chance
so unfair
cuz i tried to eb there
damn i tried
but we were set in defferent mind
he had more goin on with him
then i cud find
thinking maybe we cud be together
in sum differnt time
but he has grown man responsibility
how cud i be so blind
but im happy for him and wish him the best
sometimes i feel like
he was just a test
a first of many
and yu'd never guess
im tripping over mr. thompson
and he's not liek the rest
sumthin about him is special
he's kind of a geek
a computer nerd
but damn he a freak
he gives me chills every time he speaks
but he likes takin shit slow
so it's patience i seek
so i will
and he's really been there for me
clingy i be
who know's what 2010 holds for u and me
or me and him
or me and her
no homo
it's just another poem i prefer
to elaborate on memories
that have taken me a reminiscent rhyme
wont be long til i say bye to 2009.