| Tales Untold : Pt. 2 -- The Autobiography [Continued still........]

basically, the next morning, i was washin the bathroom early cuz i wud be goin to werk @ 11 i think, 11 or 12, but i believe it was 11. and next thing i know i hear bangin on the door n my mom yellin. it was my brother, so im in the bathroom tryna hear wats goin on. my mom wudnt let my brother in the house, sayin sumthin like "will yu repsect me and my rules?" n he was saying "man just let me in" n then he was yellin n cursin, n she was yellin n cursin n she said she was bein a bitch, cuz he ahd yelled at her before (like weeks b4) n called her a stupid bitch. n then he kickin n bangin on the front door like the hinged gon fall off, like he was fukkin psycho or nuts at da moment. so to stop the dumbass noise n shit my mom elt him in da house, but then he was doing his laundry or sum, n here i am dun wit da bathroom n im gettin ready for werk in my room/talkin on the phone wit my friend Mel. n they go at it again, not even 15 minutes after he in the house. so i heard them like fighting cuz i hear the dryer getting hit, n they was both sayin "hit me then, hit me" or "punch me then punch me" both of them. next thing i know...cops at the house again, she just want him out the house, told dem the story of the night b4 n earlier, then they go to my brother, then idk y but thes emuthafukkas wanted to talk to me so watever i tell them wat i heard. n then im brushin my hair, got my uniform on, n i hear my mom say "come in here they sendin __ to jail" n in my head sumwhere im thinkin my brother cuz why wud it be mye or my mom, then like my mind wud never process my mother going to jail, so i thout she said me...but then i walk intot he living room n see them cuff her. n im tryna say by n these damn police is pushing me away. wtf, i was ready to curse dem out, then one of them tryna talk to me n im like walkin halfway down the sidewalk. it was all over sum bull n i was just pissed. i didnt want to hear, see, or be anywhere near my brother. i cryed on the phone to my friend n just cursed cuz i needed to vent. basically i needed to be away from dat family, so whilst i was sposed to stay at ma dad house, i asked him to lemme sleep over at Mel's house. work felt like bull shit, n my sis cudnt beleiev the shit that was goin on, all my mom family blamed my father for not disiplining my brother, wen the dude did, he threatened to choke the kid if he smoked weed n thats wat he did. watever, im still fed up wit my fam like 60-70% of the time. so next day me n ma dad went n picked my mom up all the way in orlando i think we had to drive too, cant remember, dont want to. then monday that damn brother of mine was back and my mom went back to werk n i went back to skool. hated coming home, as usual. n skool wa sno better, but my prollems brought me n ma friend pascale closer together. i texted her n called her wen i had prollems n she was there for me, n wen she had fam issues i was there for her. basically, me not being able to wait till im 18 mad me anticipate it like 10 times more. summertiem came, my brother was barely in the house, which was good for me, house to myself, but then watever watever he came back, n they was tryna get along cuz we was goin to ny by the end of the summer and now my dad wasnt talkin to us cuz he was tired of their bull shit. my dad stillw wasnt talkin to his son and we all was goin to ny at the same time just ended up different places. n we even met up wit ma dad at a park in the bronx n him and my uncle aint say nun to my brother, it was ridiculous. n i was the only good child there cuz all the adults was talkin bout shit the kids ever did. i chilled wit ma sis n cuz, went to 106, and my mom n bro argued even ont his vacation. 16th floor, my aunts apartment, n i literally stared at n touched the window ready to jump out of it. but da besties jenel, corrin n pascale was calmin me down over the phone. so the skool year started, sophomore n i felt like one cuz it was a big difference than a freshy, and my style was a lil defined closer to wat it is today. my mom drove my brother to adult ed eryday n turns out after like a month he stopped going to the classes, but aint tel my mom so he was still takin the lunch money she gave him n makin her drive him until she found out. they yelled n these ppl was crying after arguing, just like wtf so melodramtic, i was so over it, it pissed me off. everythign was beginning to piss me off now becuz it seemed like other ppl cud do shit that i cudnt get away with, n i just aint tlakin bout ym sibling. i mean my friends naba n nel n dem was talkin to dudes at skool n wat not n dudes actually liked them n i felt all left out. like i felt like i needed to like someone. so then all of a sudden i did, n they was tellin me ppl from the computer dont count, makin me feel like more of an outcast. nel n i tlaked all the time n she tried to make me feel better, like we wrote notes n literally poured everything out but i felt no better, just a burden lifted but nuthin changed, n pascale n i were oth feelin shitty so we called it out greta depression, which seems to still come back to me today =/