Just Wat I Be Feelin

ppl get surprised wen i do things
suprised wen i speak
they think its outta my nature
but its me at my peak
at my peak of agression
at me peak of attention
not my peak of climax
but the peak of a lesson
the summit of my mind
im the akira to my rhymes
control it like vaccine
i pass my fever like its swine
tresspassing is a crime
yet ppl do it all the time
tell them its human nature
tired of gettin nickeld n dimed
cuz if yu look inside
my heart you'll find
something kinda like your wallet
empty all the time
no blood flowing thru my veins
i dont have a spine
no backbone
hair madd long
but cant walk in a stright line
keep fallin off the pathway
to my goals
its a sad day
the day rachel passed away
i'll try to ressurect wat she portrayed
acts of kindness to all people
hope i can take the challenge
so i ask you to pray
pray for my body
pray for my mind
that i dont lose either one
i'm already falling behind
but i dont know my way back
i seem to be lacking the map
in order to phone home
you see im going off track
so tunnel vision is the destination
still the highest mountain im chasin
almost to the top
you think my mind is ever gonna stop?
my heart wont let is do so
but there's gonna b me renewed so
save all the dissin
one day yu wish yu was kissin
the queen of a creative world
the one from a nerd gurl
who hides behind einstiens
jeans, ponytails, rarely some curls
so wen i shake it up
dont ask me if yu can fuk
but imma make yu say it anyway
there's games wit me yu just cant play
a lifting is gonna happen
inside me and im the captain
i'll just write
cuz i aint rappin
i'll swim thru ocean, pool, or sea
climb every hill, pyramid or tree
at the top where im supposed to be
cuz wat i do is more then poetry.