Dear Richie, Pt. 2

i think it's ridiculous
how you dont hear me
what are you scared of
do you fear me?
is it love that you fear?
subconciously you do
you say you want a girlfriend
but wont make me your boo
but even though it hurts me
i'm stuck to you like glue
even though your absense
is usually why i'm so blue
i want the same things as you
do you care?
i've been single forever too
i want us to be a pair
but not with any guy
i want him only to be Rich
i'll turn anyone down
i dont care who calls me a bitch
you're the only person i want to care
the only one to touch me
the only one to feel me
the only one to want me
on this subject we are touchy
or at least you are
I try to talk about it
we dont get very far
becuz verbally im not good with words
all i know is that I might love
a 19 yr old college student
xbox loving computer nerd
i love talking to him
though as I write this on the phone write now
we arent conversing
not a big deal, i just dnt know how
but he's like wow
at times he breaks his way to my heart
he inserts the key
like he did fromt he start
from the moment he asked my age
and claimed he had a crush
who lived far away
the thought of him makes me smile
almost every single day
the way he pronounces words
makes me giggle alot
and when he says he loves my voice
ith an arrow im shot
and it's crazy
becuz i never felt this way
and i'm almost in tears
what can I say?
i wanna see him in person
and with his hand caress my face
i want us on a rocket
and fly to outer space
i want to wake up to our smiles
with the sun shining at his place
after giving our appetites a taste
i wish he could hold me so tight
when i'm so stressed thru the night
and i want richie to be my eyes if i ever lost my sight
have to have him hold my hand
and look me in the eyes
i want me as his girl
then we climb the highest mountain
and shout it to the world
we can keep it simple
watch a movie on his couch
comfy in his lap
so i wont dare slouch
we can make out in the movies
make out in the rain
his hands on my body
under the cover as we lay
and i want him to tell me his problems
and anything on his mind
so i can fix all his stress and obstacles he may find
i want to cry on his skinny chest
and hug his muscular arms
and he cud win the hearts od my fam
with his honest charm
crazy how i feel this way about you
how do you feel about me?
i hope its only positive
and not so obscene
becuz my feelings for you
are too strong to let go
but i want rush you toward my goal
i hope our worth to eachother will let it show.