broken

it's impossible how im living

without any love you're giving

but it cud never exist

so why sit here pissed?

the thought of you

your very image

makes me cringe

now that my heart is broken

i'm going on a binge

to think i ever said

i wanted to see your face

when really on the other line

you've laughed at me in disgrace

i'm ugly to you

it's true

what's new

never ever have i ever felt

so lower than blue

not in a dark abyss

but a deadly mist

i feel like im walking lifeless

i'm so spineless

let you use me for temporary purpose

when i reaaly wasted your time

your nineteen

why care about me?

go find a girl

it's fine

that's not taking it slow

that's you being a hoe

or maybe its me

why did i ever say i wanted to lay in your sheets?

i'd probably get fleas

and i can say it with ease

just like i could say what i thought bout you

but you couldnt for me

becuz i'm nothing but a friend

but then again

on cam you can make me look like a fool

and call it pretend

make it up to me?

this i dont recommend

because what you said is what you said

i will never forget in the end

as soon as you said it

i felt so beheaded

or the desire to be

so you're face i wont see

soemthign so cute and sincere

really carries some fear

something so flawless and unique

really carries deceit

it's funny

how yu never hear a word i speak

i'm there for yu always

but the favor was never returned

i through my heart into the fire

now it's getting burned

i want to spread the ashes on your chest

so you can feel proud

like you smoked me like a cigarette

and then stomped me out on the ground

i could never be your everything

and I was dumb to believe

that you wanted to be mine

i wipe my tears on my sleeve

because your shoulder is not here

and i said it was you i need

but you felt it was impossible

to crave another human being

so now i know why

on the phone with you i cry

but you cant hear me sobbing

because you feed me with lies

i wanted this to truly last

i wanted sum compromise

but you left me to watch myself

while all my hope for us dies.