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i swear, i feel as if there's no air. it's as if everything else isnt there, for yu i only care, only so much i can bear. but it's hard to speak, to someone so unique, someone so undescrible, though times unreliable, but honest and funny, a little sour not sweet like honey, but someone to confide in, his thoughts you can hide in. he's much more than meets the eye, although looking at him makes you feel so high, has a curiousity about him, leaves yu wondering what's in his mind, you fidn yourself douting him and yurself, almost all the time. thinking he so ideal, this is so unreal, sure he has plenty lining up, why me is who he'd love? i hate to say it, and he hates it, when i say such things, but i dont believe my doubts, i just pout, cuz in my mind the doubts ring. but i really do trust his word, becuz he sticks around, and thats means more to me than he can thing, a guy like this can never be found, but i have found him, someway somehow, God blessed me with his insight, his words like wow. how can he say i express better, wen his words leave my cheeks wetter, they touch me as if his hands could, too bad rite now there's no way they ever would, but they should. wish you could make yourself more understood, but if yu werent as such, maybe i wudnt love you so much, it's okay that i dont understand, nervous to say i wish you were my man, but not sure if we can make it happen, im the ship and you're the captain, plot out our journey, get to mappin. we or at least me are unsure what to do, it's really up to you, becuz yes i knwo you're confused, but i am too, but if you love me and i love you, what are we going to do? wish we could communicate, but i'm sumwhere else rite now, i dont know how to act, cuz no one hs shown me how. althought i know i am a great person, beautiful i havent always felt, but when you compliment me on anything, you seem to make me melt. no one has ever felt the same way i do about them, then here you go again, being much more than a friend, my heart i will send. to you i want you to have it, it will tremble when you tap it, giggle if you smack it, but suffocate if you pack it. please dont let it die, becuz then i would cry, i just want you to feel like you can trust me, we can eb happy if we try. life is too short to not talk about this thing, i love you and want to be the queen to your king, we're young so let's enjoy it, let me into your world i promise not to destroy it, down for watever you want so look here boy sit, listen i'll do my best to be there for you, and this thing i wont avoid it.