11/15/09

so madd, more than sadd
disappointed with myself
feelin badd, so badd
stupid, no wealth
no worth
worthless
hurtless
heartless
dont part this
soon as we made
it here
dont back out, dont get madd
no communication
is my fear
im scared yur feelings change
in the midst
of my rage
but yu confuse me
plz dont use me
tho i abuse thee
i apoligize completely
but yu hate
sorries deeply
so im weakly
unstable
if we dont talk
i am unable
to think very clearly
i cant think
yu make my heart sink
my words cry
want yu
to look in my eyes
want us to get this in
before htis thing dies
and boy yu know
how time flies
been friends for a
while see
but we still
dont know wat we
are meant to be
dont tell me yu dont
think about it
if not yu wudnt
ignore me as if
it was crowded
my mind is clouded
wish we cud just talk
have a convo
no interference
let's keep adherence
dont put your thoughts
on clearance
sorry for my whining
if i didnt yu'd be dying
cuz im boring and
uninviting
can we just talk again
tell me wat you need
i'll give yu it
but if i make a fool
of myself dont have a fit
told yu talkin to dudes
is new to me
evey mistake makes
makes me learn
so cant yu see
i dont wanna beg
so let's be cool bout it
let the feelings stay
cuz i'll be damned
if they ever shall fade away.