Three Things About Asia

before yu can truly know me
3 things yu must remember
im a bitch
im alone
im all so tender
such meaning weak
no strength, incomplete
cant fend for myself
sum things i need to tweek
1. i'd prolly meet yu and run
im a dull dull bitch
im just not fun
i waste your time wen i lie
just tryna be nice
excuse me for caring
but not looking twice
i make my mind up about guys
keep it in my eyes
if i didnt like yu before
why wud i pay the price
simple fact of it is
yur all just kids
until yur age 20
yu gonna hear me dis
all yu the same
luvvin ass n tits
dismiss wat i say
like i never said it at all
then say yu listened
then think yu can stall
aint forgot bout wat yu did
dont matter no how
thats why i use yu like tissue
n yu'll never figure it out
and i know im a whore
but i ball cuz im rich
i'll play yu like a sport
told yu im a bitch
2. wat's new?
im surrounded by air
all by myself
a pontytail owns my hair
glasses to see
obviuosly me
because if i wasnt here
i wouldnt be seen
confusing rite
thats how it seems
just like wen i look around
my walls are green
my hair grease
gives off a sheen
my nails so short
nail biting feen
feet a lil sore
work at 16
lite from the laptop
but my face doesnt beam
lite supposed to lead
yu down a path
but im still seeing green
and blue
no envy, deeply true
time on my hands
alone wit nuthin to do
3. just bein me
for the record
i took the time out to see
analyze
aspects of my life
and your problems
but not mine
i shud go on strike
leave you alone
like im left
i should take a hike
cuz this buld up
is only left to crush
my body so fragile
yu cant even touch
dont yu dare
i already hate yu enuff
for leaving me so down
i wear an internal frown
but smile for the camera
i shoudl take the crown
damn i can act
and as a matter of fact
i deserve an oscar
or at least a plaque
played wit my emotions
but yu aint the first
all i come in contact
contribute to the hurt
4got about my wants
never cared about my needs
never heard wat i go thru
4get about me
i was shot wit a pistol
fell to my knees
gave yu all wat yu wanted
thanks for leaving me weak
if that that doesnt kill me
can make me stronger
why is it i lost mey sense
no containment no longer
all i need is trust going both ways
all i need is confidence
no pulling away
all i need is strength
to give me sum peace
open your heart to make me happy
so i finally can breathe