|before

once upon a time a gurl was just fifteen, she was just plain innocent n never too mean, then one day she found a outlet so her smile beamed, who knew she could vent from just a screen. she talked and she chatted and made her friends, a crew was started but soon departed, never to return again, but sum ppl remained a best friend she gained, she wud later rate him on the scale as a ten, however sumthin messed it up but how but wat, it was almost like commiting a sin.

she let her heart breathe, instead of her mind all the time, however it was a mistake they both soon would find, if she knew before she cud've kept it inside, but she was just trying to keep in wat she wud hide.

lemme take yu back to a few months ago, maybe three maybe four, ooh where did the time go? she talked to her friend wenever he wud show, then he wud almost tell ehr everything he knows. he was a jerk, at least to her it seemed that way at first, however she was so infatuated, she didnt know if it hurt, but it was all just fun and games that made a turn for the worst.

she never knew wat to think bout him, sum days he seemed down and grim, but they wud talk for hours, you cud say the keyboards had a power, and sumwhere along the way they both turned sweet instead of sour.

she had his back from day one n he finally cud see, he cud trust her with his issues 'between yu and me', and she embraced it completely, never knew he felt so deeply, never knew thats how his mind played on, so she sat back relaxed and listened to his songs. he plaed them often with rhymes to let off sum steam, then she finally realized maybe he wasnt just so mean.

he had feelings, emotions, sum sort of weird potion, so she feel into the spell, with the little things he wud tell, educating her on subjects she knew the least about, and trying to to make her see that in her she shud find no doubt, however all she seemed to do was pout.

but she tries, and she tried, she even swears, she was just confused and unsure that he even cares, or maybe he did, she's not sure bout it, but she knows he got a heart but its not hers its his. the method for his maddness was already sumwat figured out in her quest, she and he were madd cool, so he put her to the test.

unfortunately the spell wud rear its ugly head, the princess would be stuck in the tour left for dead, she spilled wat was on her mind, sumone shud kick her behind, cuz he sumwat made it obvious but it left her blind. she feel for silly games teenagers engage in at nite, she didnt know it wud end with a friendship she'd think was worth the fight.

so at sixteen there she stood, she doesnt think she could ever change, but maybe she has already, there's no one person to blame. so wen a fued broke out of no where, she had to set a new task, does the friendship drop right here just becuz she got wat she asked?

`asia f. baby (to be continued...)