Fuk it Fuk yu

time cant rewind so i cant take it back
fell flat on my face wat yu think about that
yu dont hink cuz yu dint care
it is me not yu, but let's not go there
yeah im sucha smartass for falling into games
late nite ass hole i feel for
now my body is coevered in pain
but not more than my mind
it's falling from the sky
dropped off the empire state building
yeah that high
in a second wat made confidence rise to level nine
is falling faster past negative 15
there aint no where for me to climb
rather me not be a smartass?
ok thats fine
get ready for curse session '09...
fuk wat i said, idk wat was in my head
to ever fukkin open up
yu left me for dead
i really feel low, so much lower than dirt
now i know how it fee;s to be hurt
so wat yu told me to do is out the window
yu made my self esteem soft as a pillow
easy to penetrate, so now imma fukkin hate
hate on everyone who dont get messed wit
hate one veryone gettin laid
i dont even care anymore
cuz at least i was there
guess i wasted my breath if yo ass didnt care
not talkin bout my feelings like dat
but my interest for real
i tried to talk to yu
but yu broke the seal
let me out
and now i regret it without a doubt
back to becoming a whore
so shove it in your mouth
hope a hoe gets stuck on your throat
or bites down on yur dick so hard
that even yu can feel the choke
stuck with 1 3 inch now, where the other 5 go?
thats wat yu get for fukkin round wit hoes
too obsessed wit sex
hypnotized my mind
now my inner happiness
i will never find
cuz my motivation was a liar
so perfectly blind
how cud i even make a fool of myself
thats why im not a dime.
im a 0 on a scale of one to ten
wastin time worrying bout yu
or tryna be yur frend
put yu in my prayers
but maybe not again
just realize im saying all this shit to vent.
wen deep down inside, all i can do is cry
and cry and cry and cry
tears from my eyes
while it seems ok from the outside
imma do it like yu, and imma just lie
but rite now,
one more chance to throw it out there
i thot yu trusted me, i trusted yu
how the fuk cud i even care?
yeah i did wen yu felt suicide
i was there wen yu wanted to hide
frum yur trobles in your life
but guess wat i just died
and so did tha chat
never was like that
my hope for yu to be safe
is out of my pact.
forever destined to shun niggas
live life as a gold digger
i dont even no wat im saying
its not yu im blaming
i blame myself
feelin so low bad for my health
so yea i was played
dont ever call me aye
or bae, any other day
the only boy i confide in
i'll watch fade away.