giving up is something easy

so that i might do

me turning into a monster

is me giving up on you

that's me drinking

my problems

all into alcohol

oh me theiving

and scheming

smoking right in front of the mall

because i dont wanna be unhappy

but my world is heart breaking

i want you to love me

so we could have the world

for the taking

because we could

if we wanted to

i just wanted to know

if you wanted to

because i'd be down

for whatever it is that we do

as long as i have you

but i feel farther and farther

every nite you are away

and forgotten all day

but i know i'm not

i cant be

or those calls

wouldnt reach me

there would be so less

of them in between

but i dont want other things

to intervene

damn

here we go again

why am i so hooked

when i could have any man

or at least that's what they tell me

they sweet talk me

they see me

and they're gawking

not tooting my own horn

but im walking

alone hearing pigeons squawking

somewhere int he background

because they have to be there

cuz if i saw you in person

i'd have to stop and stare

i would say that is my knight

that is my king

tht is my prince

and i havent fallen for any other since

because you are so special

but it seems you dont know it

so my sex appeal

to other guys

they want me to show it

but dont worry

it's you

only you i share the goods with

because even tho i have some friends

you get the good shit

my bomb shit

atomic

like a gin and tonic

you make all the pain disappear

nice guys make me have no fear

but i need one

hopefully you know who

to hold me down

all thru and thru

officially

because no labels

are too loose

i need someone to listen

when my family is trippin

and my brother's stupidity wont give in

and my mom keeps letting him live in

her house without a paycheck

but a smoking-his-life-away-check

and my father with his emotions

as if failure was a potion

that completely drained him so

that's why i need someone who will never let me go

wont disappoint me

or ignore me

or anooy me like females so often do

they try to help but fail at it too

that's just why i need a boo

im looking for something knew

because another body proud to call me his girl

would be something worth all my love

then we can be different from everyone else

and decide that we'd rather not give up